DVD

Sequnce 1 : tempat tidur (jangan mesum ya) gue lagi tidur2an sambil megang HP,c kembar yg lg maen berdua dan si ayah yg lg nonton tipi)

Ayah : Mah
Gue : iya, *sambil mata tetap ngeliat HP - lg facebookan cuy..
Ayah : Mamaah *suara rada meninggi
Gue : iya, knp yah *mata tetep di HP, jari kutak kutik tombol HP sibuk komen status orang
Ayah : Mamah ni di panggil kok ga nengok sih * wah mulai emosi kayaknya nih
Gue : Iya ayah, nanggung nih lagi ngobrol sm old prend * mulai ngelawan
Ayah : Itu anaknya daritadi jerit2, kok di diemin aja.. diliat kek anaknya minta apaan, malah FBan * emosinya tambah tinggi nih
Gue : Lha kenapa ga ayah aja sih, ayah juga ga ngapa2in, nonton tipi doang, drtd kan kan udah gue yang ngurusin, skrng gantian lo donk. *mulai deh sifat ga bae gue keluar alias ngelawan suami mlulu..
Ayah : kok gitu sih lo, gue kan cape, bukannya di layanin pulang kantor di bikinin teh atau di siapin makan malah FBan * mulai curcol..
Gue : iyee.. iyee juragan * dengan kesal n bersungut2 nyamperin si kembar, males berargumen ntar tambah panjang lg.

Sequence 2 : Ruang tamu, tempat si kembar lagi main, udah pindah mereka dr kamar ke ruang tamu..

gue : minta apa sih padaan?
dd : tuh iat tuh iat * maksudnya tuh lihat, sampe diulang berkali2
gue : liat apa de?
dd : tel bob pen * nah lho apa tuh artinya?!! tp karena gue adalah emaknya gue harus ngerti dong
gue : Ooh dd minta setel spongebob square pant ya *gue ambil CDnya gue setel pilemnya
dd : *malah nangis..
gue :*bingung........
dd : *tambah kenceng nangisnya
gue ; dd minta setel apa sih, kan udah mama setelin spongebobnya *kesel.. mulai dengan nada tinggi
dd : upu upu *sambil nunjuk2 dvd tinker bell
gue : GUBRAAAAK.. kok plin plan sih de..

udah selesai... beloom ternyata

kk : mamah, tel moh *nah lho apa lagi tuh artinya
gue : *mikir dulu buat translate.. nepok jidat ..
gue : ooh kk mau setel mickey mouse, tp dd lg liat tinker bell
kk : *nangis ga mau ngalah
gue : ntar dulu, gantian yaa.. kalo tinker bellnya udah selesai gantian mickey mousenya yaa?... *mencoba sabar
kk : *tetep ga mau ngerti ,masih nangis sambil tereak2 mau moh mau moh, ki moh huaaaa huaaaa huaaaa
gue : puyeng dengan suksesss

restless

Apa rasanya orang-orang yang baru menikah atau mungkin sudah lama menikah dan masih tinggal bersama orangtua?
Yang mau gue curhatin disini bukan posisi diri di rumah orang tua sendiri, tapi di rumah mertua.
Kalau tinggal di rumah orang tua sendiri mungkin ga terlalu masalah buat gue *ini menurut pandangan gue lho, dikondisikan dengan keadaan gue sendiri*
Kalau ortu sendiri tiba2 lg marah sama gue, gue ga akan sakit hati dong, coz gue akan berpikir bahwa ortu sudah biasa ini ngadepin gue yang kayak gini #this kind of me.
Tapi mungkin akan berbeda ketika mertua yang marah sama gue, *gue sih belum pernah kena marah mertua, cuma lagi ngebayangin aja* mungkin gue akan sakit hati/pundung, atau mungkin mertua akan berpikir kalau gue kurang ajar.
I live with my lil fam *me, my hubby, and my twin baby girls*, but my mom in law house is also not too far from my house, it's about 2 km.
There's something I want to share here, but I'm lack of ability how to describe it in words..
May be next time..

Terrible

my english is terrible, right?
don't know who would like to read this kind of story.
I write this just to practise and at the same time to release what i thought in mind.

Cheating

Just becoz of having a nice chat with a man.. why makes me feel like I'm cheating on you.
Oh No.. this isn't a good things to think..
This kind of me really feel ashamed having this kind of feeling..
Okay.. get lost U evil, from my mind.. just get lost.

Welcome Drink

Woke up at 7,15 this morning.. so Quite.. I thought U've gone for work without having permission coz of U're still angry.
But when I look at my side.. HAIAH! I saw U still sleeping there beside my babies. I woke U immediately.. then I also woke up suddenly, made U a slice of margarine bread, and a glass warm tea.

The anger coz of I didn't make U welcome drink.. WEEEI! even I don't make ur welcome drink everyday, I make that sometimes.. I don't think U have to be angry just becoz of that..
I've ever asking U.. if U really want me to make U welcome drink everyday, and you said 'NO'. So what's the matter with U for being angry coz didn't get a welcome drink last night..??

Well so sorry for always argue with everything u said.. sorry for being ignoring U sometimes *or maybe 'always'*... I didn't really mean to do that.. *swear*
I'm not that perfect, I also tired with the whole day I've passed, taking care two active babies wasn't that easy to bear..

So sorry for always make u uncomfortable, so sorry can't be yet a good wife for U.. but I'll try my best..
Just need U to be stronger for facing this kind of me..

Again!.. Headache coz of Final Test

The final test is taking home, but not yet I start, my head getting so dizzy..
don't know from where to start,or what to write...
this HR task, may be I'll write bout my hubby Job. About how he stand in his position now, but doesn't related to his title. I mean the responsibility is higher than his title.
Well start to interviewing him from now on...

12/7/30

12/7/30
That's not mention bout date.. that number means that my twin baby, keep wacthing Dvd Cartoon "Pororo" for about 12 hours almost every day.. it has been bout 6 months that's my television full of 'Pororo'..
Sometimes make me bore.. but to see how they laugh at the movie.. make me 'HAPPY'..
make me angry when they wacth it untill late at night.. hikss..

dec 30 2010.

A lot of things had happened in 2010
Good and bad
Still I have to Thanks God for everything..
Barakallah Fiikum